if your rude stop being rude. if your insucrue trust me your beautiful/handsome. its ok to wonder and experimet. learn to fake smile, fake cry and learn to laugh with them even if their laughing at you. things will get better and it is hard but its worth it. tell the truth. be who you are. smile trough your tears. you are good enough and you are loved. don't give up. its not all about love and being the best. look to the past but walk to the future. don't be mean in any way because you cant take your words back and you don't know how much it will hurt them. I love you besties <3 keep trying hard and being great