diavolo

i just feel like an absolute waste of time sometimes and i just only act on impulses. i make sure people who gave me bad times or other's bad times also receive bad times as well. i am so unforgiving probably because i held massive unstable grudges as a kid, while also having unstable anger issues too. i probably made many people i thought i was friends with upset and i often view them as them hating me, and when i do receive compliments from people i didn't like/thought they didn't like me i just cannot respond because i don't know why someone i thought i was in bad terms with even have views of me this way. this must've given me bipolar or borderline disorder because the simplest things sets me off somehow while being happy 10 seconds before

Damn, I'm sure you're not the only one that feels like that but maybe take a break off the site or something

Probably wasn't a good stream to post this in tho

first ever W vent???

you bet i gave that skeleton a bad time as well

Anyways i understand where you're coming from

I’m sorry for you

Damn, so let me note this down:
-u have anger issues that u got from ur childhood
-u get settled off at the simplest stuff
-u don't understand why ppl u made them mad in the past complement u and u can't respond to that

if i were you i'd go get tested, if you're scared then just mention it to your doctor the next time you see them