Yes, unapologetically. Don't worry, I plan on leaving as soon as I finish with what I wanted to do here.
Wou all may hate me, but the true reason I left ES was because I was heartbroken because he wasn't talking to me at the end of our relationship, and when he did it was blank responses. I do actually believe in love, and I don't care if people e-date or not (I am myself, lol). Over the summer, he dated my sister, and from what she told me they nudeswapped (without me knowing at first - it took a week to find out about it).
I was just tired of the toxicity. I didn't want to be with somebody who didn't want me.
He covered it up with some story about "insanity" which KSDawg told me, and I initially forgave him. But then I saw he was talking about being so "heartbroken" over the breakup, that's what made me come back temporarily.
You don't have to listen or agree with me, or believe me, but this is how I experienced things. Thank you for your time.