My child will

HOW MUCH I WISHED FOR ANOTHER BETTER, HAPPIER, BRIGHTER FUTURE HERE I AM AT THE GATE I STAND DEAR OLD TIMES I'VE MADE UP MY MIND HOW MUCH YOU MUST HAVE SUFFERED THROUGH MY ANGER (YOU WONDER) VULGAR (FORWARD) AWKWARD (SINCERE) COMPOSURE (MANNERS) HERE WE ARE AT THE FATED LAND WILL YOU WATCH ME END? (I SHALL MAKE IT END) OH-OH ROUND AND ROUND WE GO HOLDING ON TO PAIN DRIVEN BY OUR EGOS FEELINGS (FEELINGS) UNTOLD SPINNING OUR OWN VERSIONS OF THE PAST THAT YOU COULD NEVER KNOW 'CAUSE I KNOW I MUST BE THE REASON WHY YOU HAVE GIVEN UP YOUR SMILES AND THE HOPE INSIDE YOUR EYES HAVE BEEN STOLEN I MUST BE THE REASON WHY YOU MUST TELL ME ALL THESE LIES WISHING YOU A BETTER LIFE WITHOUT ME BY YOUR SIDE THE MESSAGE HAS ALREADY BEEN SAID THROUGH PATCHES OF VIOLET; MY CHILD WILL GET GOOD GRADES, MAKE GOOD LIFE DECISIONS, HAVE A LOVING FAMILY