GENUINELY QUESTIONING MYSELF RN; THE THING IS I'VE GENUINELY STARTED GETTING DISGUSTED BY MEN (ESPECIALLY GENITALS) BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WOULDN'T MIND DATING THEM FOR LOVE BUT I WOULD HATE THE TOUCH..(MAYBE THIS IS A TRAUMA RESPONSE I FINALLY TOOK TIME TO UNDERSTAND..); AT THE SAME TIME, WOMAN ALL WOMAN ARE SO ATTRACTIVE, I'M ALWAYS CAPTIVATED BY THE GORGEOUS WOMAN I SEE IN ALL TYPES OF MEDIA..LIKE, I'VE BEEN CALLING MYSELF GAY (LEANING BOTH MEN AND WOMAN, BUT I DONT USE GENDER LABELS FOR MY SELF MOST OF THE TIME) AND IVE BEEN THINKING IF IM LESBIAN OR NOT.. OF COURSE ASKING PPL FOR WHAT MY ORIENTATION IS WON'T WORK, BUT I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU THINK