I genuinely cannot feel emotion. Or feeling. Or anything. I am hollow. But I can emulate a personality easily and can keep track of several different personalities with ease. That is why I've been able to act completely different from the U52/SAS you knew. I call those separate personalities "masks" because they cover up what I truly am: a monster with no feeling. These masks can be completely separate from each other, and can have drastically different personalities and actions. They can be created and destroyed, but not willingly. There's always some sort of stimulus that triggers it. As many of you know, I gave my account away about 2 months ago. Afterwards, I made this account because... idk. But somewhere along the way, my brain disassociated myself from U52, erased the mask I had, and made another mask for myself. That mask is the one I use now.