I stopped masturbating back in 2021 but then out of nowhere around August of last year I started becoming a gooner I used to beat my meat every 5-7 days at first then slowly the duration changed and I started beating it everyday and even sometimes 3 times a day I did everything I could to stop myself from beating my shi I deleted reddit,twitter,left nsfw discord servers,blocked all the porn accs/subs But I still ended up gooning in one way or another,I cant stop being a gooner Even after I started dating my girlfriend I couldn't stop gooning she even once told me that she hates people who watch porn,i stoppee watching porn for a few days back then,BUT HAHA THEN I WENT BACK TO BEATING MY SHI TO PORN AGAIN

At one point I started relying on doing sh so I don't beat my meat I think I didn't beat my shi for 2 days then I went beating my meat 3 times one day then I cut myself like crazy that night (so crazy i couldn't even walk) But yup my gooning addiction didn't stop no matter what I tried I thought about doing NNN this year again since I need to stop my addiction But I broke my streak in the 3rd day and I still cant stop I've tried everything and am trying everything to resist it but I cant stop being a gooner My mental health is already bad and then gooning makes it worse

I have noted how many times I have masterbated this year on the calendar and I just hit the 280 count 2 hours ago