MY APOLOGY💔 I-I HOPE YOU GUYS CAN FORGIVE ME... I MADE A SEVERE AND CONTINUOUS LAPSE IN MY JUDGEMENT, AND I DON’T EXPECT TO BE FORGIVEN. I’M SIMPLY HERE TO APOLOGIZE. WHAT WE CAME ACROSS THAT DAY IN THE WOODS WAS OBVIOUSLY UNPLANNED. THE REACTIONS YOU SAW ON TAPE WERE RAW; THEY WERE UNFILTERED. NONE OF US KNEW HOW TO REACT OR HOW TO FEEL. I SHOULD HAVE NEVER POSTED THE VIDEO. I SHOULD HAVE PUT THE CAMERAS DOWN AND STOPPED RECORDING WHAT WE WERE GOING THROUGH. THERE'S A LOT OF THINGS I SHOULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENTLY BUT I DIDN'T. AND FOR THAT, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I AM SORRY. I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO THE INTERNET. I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO ANYONE WHO HAS SEEN THE VIDEO. I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN AFFECTED OR TOUCHED BY MENTAL ILLNESS, OR DEPRESSION, OR SUICIDE. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO THE VICTIM AND HIS FAMILY. FOR MY FANS WHO ARE DEFENDING MY ACTIONS, PLEASE DON'T. I DON’T DESERVE TO BE DEFENDED. THE GOAL WITH MY CONTENT IS ALWAYS TO ENTERTAIN; TO PUSH THE BOUNDARIES, TO BE ALL-INCLUSIVE. IN THE WORLD I LIVE IN, I SHARE ALMOST EVERYTHING I DO. THE INTENT IS NEVER TO BE HEARTLESS, CRUEL, OR MALICIOUS. LIKE I SAID I MADE A HUGE MISTAKE. I DON’T EXPECT TO BE FORGIVEN, I’M JUST HERE TO APOLOGIZE. I'M ASHAMED OF MYSELF. I’M DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF. AND I PROMISE TO BE BETTER. I WILL BE BETTER. THANK YOU.