how do i become desensitized to things like death

what happen

tl;dr we were reading a book and i started crying
motherf**ker, i just had to picture an 8-9 year old boy suffocate because they f**ked up the hanging.

Oh, thats... not bad, but at least you can feel for stuff like that

i dont want to anymore im sick of it

I can send you gore on discord if u want :/

it doesnt work
ive seen mfs with their head run over, people with their guts spilled out, nothing works, im still an oversensitive f**k

I meant... like... brutal gore. like a man being shot like 80 times and having his neck broken from the bullets or a dude getting his head hacked off with a dull machete

im interested

Ill see if I can find em again and send em to you next time I get on disc

ight