VENT:; SO, BASICALLY, SCHOOL WAS LIVING HECK FOR ME, AND MY HOME IS EVEN WORSE. MY PARENTS SAID/THREATENED THAT IF I DON'T DO BETTER IN SCHOOL, THEY WILL PUT A SHOCK COLLAR ON ME LIKE A DOG. THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME. MY MOM ONCE THREATENED TO KILL ME ONCE WHEN I WAS EIGHT. I TOLD MY FRIEND ABOUT IT, AND THEY SAID THEY WERE PROBABLY JOKING. BUT MY PARENTS KNOW FOR A FACT THAT I TAKE JOKES PERSONALLY. I TELL MY PARENTS TO STOP WITH THE THREATENING "JOKES", BUT THEY NEVER DO. THEY HAVE BEEN DOING DEATH THREATS SINCE I WAS, LIKE, 6 OR 8. THESE JOKES ARE NOT FUN. I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM HOME. AND SCHOOL IS BAD ENOUGH FOR ME, PEOPLE KEEP ON MAKING FUN OF ME, TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A JOKE, ETC. AND THE TEACHERS KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, BUT THEY DO NOTHING. EVERY TIME I TRY TO DEFEND MYSELF, PEOPLE JUST AUTOMATICALLY THINK I'M THE ONE AT FAULT. IT FEELS LIKE EVERYONE IS HOLDING MY FEELINGS AT GUNPOINT, MY MOM, TEACHERS, THE PEOPLE WHO THINK IM WEIRD, EVERYBODY. I JUST WANNA HURT MYSELF UNTIL I DIE. IF I EVER HAVE A FUTURE LIFE, I HOPE HE, SHE, OR THEY LIVE A BETTER LIFE THAN I DID.
