You seem like a person that has walked through the the other side of the fire. You are a survivor and with family, friends, and good people by your side and he's with you, when you feel your blood pumping during the workouts, remember he's flowing through your veins. With you every step of the way! You are human, but a smart, funny, strong man! You have people who are there to catch you if needed, to call on, think of (even if it's your crush,) make you laugh, and your girlfriend to live who loves you. You seem to surround yourself with good people. I love you and don't know you. I respect you. 🤍