To Dear UT_fangirl
I know that feeling, like a lot of pressure
You know that I'm asian. I've been through this for once
It's f**king terrible.
Getting bad grades in school, A lot of schoolworks. Yep some teachers are mean( they're just assholes looking for money and will just say that ''sHE StILl cAn'T IMpRoVe HeRsElf'')
, but some doesn't
Is because they want you to improve, they've seen such potential in YOU.
,and because of that they want to make you better than before, and give every knowledges that they have
And ambitious parents will push you up, they'll do everything for your future
For me let's just say that my teachers and my parents were born after the WW2 about 1970 or 1980
And their edcuation is literally bad, they had to do everything to learn
They had to sell grocery in markets, they had to do hardworks that only men do, and they had to study until midnight
And bc of these, they got strong beliefs, so they make their children study harder, so they won't have to suffer like them
in fact i'm not good at anything, i usually ruin role-plays, and overthinks the future and make unnecessary thing. I often get bad marks in school, and my mum sometimes scold me
One day she got really mad and say ''I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN" to me
But i don't mind it, is because i know that they're right, and i learn from my mistakes
Nobody is perfect, everyone can do mistakes
Because of that sometimes our parents got mad and do unnecessery things, like mistakes
and that can cause their relationship broke
So i made myself feel like optimistic, so i can just keep going on and on, and that's probably the reason why i'm still here
Becoming a human in this world is hard.
And here i'm not really good at writing these words, since this is my second language, i hope you're reading this my online friend. We ( this UT stream, Drawing stream, LGBTQ stream and other streams or people that we don't know) will be happy if you're still here.
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