please talk to me or something. (please do not disapprove this as “talking about suicide”, I’m not TRYING TO anymore.)

I’ve been on an IEP for most of my school time. I’ve been on one ever since 3rd grade. So, when you tell a kid who…

1. Doesn’t like to do physical activities (other than walking around a track)
2. Is very slow at most things
3. Is confused on half the things that happen at school (including normal classes)
4. Is, again, sensitive and cries/gets angry/“shuts down” easily

…and you expect them to be able to do a f**king 30 MINUTE workout video that goes to completely different exercises in what feels like 5-10 seconds and has several exercises that the person hasn’t even seen before… you can probably expect them to throw a fit… and… I did.

All I’m gonna say is that I’m probably going through depression rn. NOT JUST BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TODAY, but because of multiple factors. I’m gonna try to seek help or something, but I’m already going to a counselor to begin with, so that’ll help a f**k-ton.

I’m gonna also try NOT to kill myself, I already tried to like 2 weeks ago, but, since it was just with a pencil, it didn’t kill me.

I’m probably just going through an emo phase tbh

TL;DR
I’m a sensitive kid, horrible day at school, probably going through depression, trying to seeking help with counselors/therapists, tried to stab myself 2 weeks ago, stabbing, thankfully, didn’t work.