i think i might have a disorder but idk

wait holy shit

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what the fuсk is happening to me

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ok i dont wanna self diagnose but i think i might have something like bipolar disorder jesus christ

how does that even work? is it just massive mood swings out of nowhere?

but i mean like my self esteem is normally high a lot of the time actually but then i get these weird feelings of depression for like no f**king reason so it doesn’t really sound like bipolar disorder

and they like only last for a day

that sounds kinda like what happened when I felt straight for like 2 days

you felt like ridiculously depressed and hopeless for no reason?

well not that but I did feel really anxious, I was focusing more on the “suddenly out of nowhere for only a day” part

but i don’t get super anxious, like my thought process is just super depressed for no apparent reason and i’m not even worried about anything the day before and i sleep and then all of a sudden i wake up and feel like shit

well a lot of things make me feel anxious which is just a part of that disorder I have or whatever

no i just hover between extreme self loathing and mild self loathing

Yeah I’m like that

ok thank god

your not the only one bro

Same but it's complete lack of motivation instead and sometimes I get really angry for no reason and want to destroy stuff.