MY NAME IS WAWTEW HAWTWEWW WHITE. I WIVE AT 308 NEGWA AWWOYO LANE, AWBUQUEWQUE, NEW MEXICO, 87104. THIS IS MY CONFESSION. IF YOU'WE WATCHING THIS TAPE, I'M PWOBABWY DEAD, MUWDEWED BY MY BWOTHEW-IN-WAW HANK SCHWADEW. HANK HAS BEEN BUIWDING A VIWTUAW YOUTUBEW EMPIWE FOW OVEW A YEAW NOW AND USING ME AS HIS WECWUITEW. SHOWTWY AFTEW MY 50TH BIWTHDAY, HANK CAME TO ME WITH A WATHEW, SHOCKING PWOPOSITION. HE ASKED THAT I USE MY LIVE2D KNOWWEDGE TO WECWUIT TAWENTS, WHICH HE WOUWD THEN HIWE USING HIS CONNECTIONS IN THE JAPANESE UTAITE WOWWD. CONNECTIONS THAT HE MADE THWOUGH HIS CAWEEW WITH NICONICO. I WAS... ASTOUNDED, I... I AWWAYS THOUGHT THAT HANK WAS A VEWY MOWAW MAN AND I WAS... THWOWN, CONFUSED, BUT I WAS AWSO PAWTICUWAWWY VUWNEWABWE AT THE TIME, SOMETHING HE KNEW AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF. I WAS WEEWING FWOM A CANCEW DIAGNOSIS THAT WAS POISED TO BANKWUPT MY FAMIWY. HANK TOOK ME ON A WIDE AWONG, AND SHOWED ME JUST HOW MUCH MONEY EVEN A SMAWW INDIE CHANNEW COUWD MAKE. AND I WAS WEAK. I DIDN'T WANT MY FAMIWY TO GO INTO FINANCIAW WUIN SO I AGWEED. EVEWY DAY, I THINK BACK AT THAT MOMENT WITH WEGWET. I QUICKWY NI**ER WEAWIZED THAT I WAS IN WAY OVEW MY HEAD, AND HANK HAD A PAWTNEW, A MAN NAMED MOTOAKI "YAGOO" TANIGO, A BUSINESSMAN. HANK ESSENTIAWWY SOWD ME INTO SEWVITUDE TO THIS MAN, AND WHEN I TWIED TO QUIT, YAGOO THWEATENED MY FAMIWY. I DIDN'T KNOW WHEWE TO TUWN. EVENTUAWWY, HANK AND YAGOO HAD A FAWWING OUT. FWOM WHAT I CAN GATHEW, HANK WAS AWWAYS PUSHING FOW A GWEATEW SHAWE OF THE BUSINESS, TO WHICH YAGOO FWATWY WEFUSED TO GIVE HIM, AND THINGS ESCAWATED. YAGOO WAS ABWE TO AWWANGE, UH I GUESS I GUESS YOU CAWW IT A "HIT" ON MY BWOTHEW-IN-WAW, AND FAIWED, BUT HANK WAS SEWIOUSWY INJUWED, AND I WOUND UP PAYING HIS MEDICAW BIWWS WHICH AMOUNTED TO A WITTWE OVEW $177,000. UPON WECOVEWY, HANK WAS BENT ON WEVENGE, WOWKING WITH A MAN NAMED RIKU TAZUMI , HE PWOTTED TO KIWW YAGOO, AND DID SO. IN FACT, THE BOMB THAT HE USED WAS BUIWT BY ME, AND HE GAVE ME NO OPTION IN IT. I HAVE OFTEN CONTEMPWATED SUICIDE, BUT I'M A COWAWD. I WANTED TO GO TO THE POWICE, BUT I WAS FWIGHTENED. HANK HAD WISEN IN THE WANKS TO BECOME THE HEAD OF THE COVEW COWP, AND ABOUT THAT TIME, TO KEEP ME IN WINE, HE TOOK MY CHIWDWEN FWOM ME. FOW 3 MONTHS HE KEPT THEM. MY WIFE, WHO UP UNTIW THAT POINT, HAD NO IDEA OF MY VTUBING ACTIVITIES, WAS HOWWIFIED TO WEAWN WHAT I HAD DONE, WHY HANK HAD TAKEN OUW CHIWDWEN. WE WEWE SCAWED. I WAS IN HEWW, I HATED MYSEWF FOW WHAT I HAD BWOUGHT UPON MY FAMIWY. RECENTWY, I TWIED ONCE AGAI