How I look at my best friend who I've known for 3 years, date my boyfriend who just broke up with me 2 days ago, and make out with him infront of my as if he didn't lie to me and didn't tell me for 3 days and tried to make it seem like he only had a crush on him ( he literally backstabbed me knowing the shit I've been through and tried to play it off like i would just get over it) ((I f**king hate being gay))