You get no context because the context is already right here!

Already tried like 25 times this year and all attempts failed

Try again.

The only thing that is gonna kill me is that gun with one bullet from faith

a gun with one bullet.

Kill myself

what on god's green earth

you should learn self control

Bro the freaky emotion took over the control panel and I don't know what to do.
The "this ____ needs a hero!" Emotion is still wondering wether to step in or not