I saw "Russian_bot" 's comment and I have an advice for all of u, don't reset character plz, life really sucks but hell sucks more, according to the bible and the Quran, these 2 religions aren't the same but they have some same points, and one of them is "life is gorgeous" and "hating the most gorgeous thing god made is smth he hate soo much" and "dying by ur hands lead to hell" , people, every single one of u, whatever u r, boy or a girl, black or white, young or old, ugly or magnificent, Islamic or Christian, please look at the bright side of life, all of us and I mean ALL of us, have some very sad and depressing moments, divorce, funeral, mental and physical Illness and even unfairness, but if u just have a little bit of hope or goodness, u CAN and WILL be rewarded for it, bcs "after pain, gain" and if u wanna do some stuff to clean ur mind, u can:
1st: go outside, meet new friends, sit in nature and clear ur body and mind and soul
2nd: do some hobbies like drawing, gaming, listening to music or play music itself
3rd: do stuff that make u feel better (PLEASE DON'T MURDER OR SELF HARD OR DO STUFF LIKE THAT)
And finally, u need to be these adjectives:
-determined
-positive
-goodness lover (kind)
-confident and brave
-persevered (resister)
I believe in all of u, have a wonderful cute beautiful gorgeous magnificent good life.