How I Sleep

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"oh your friends care about you" who? there's like, 2 people who like me here.

"your family will miss you" until they get bands from me dying and gotta pay less money

i feel like i misunderstood

eh, not like it matters.

nothing matters, really.

you matter ^w^

bullshit. all i am is an extra bill.

worth it =3

im gonna be worth a lot when i die.

and all that worth is from life insurance.

a human life can't have a dollar value

mine can.

the govement can try

im worthless, anyways.

my parents get the life insurance money and then they can forget.

you are awesome, do you think you are alone. I lay in bed at night and struggle too sleep becuase of imposter syndrome. I am sure yours is much worse but each day I try my best and try too improve someone elses. I might not be remebered but I will live the time I have been given too it's fullest. THat is what we all sould do.

not sure what imposter syndrome is, sorry u going through that.

im not clinically diagnosed with anything.

i don't have the strength to keep going.

it;s honestly worthless to me.

i don't know why you try tbh.

I try becuase your my friend.

I don't care what I must doo I wanna see you get better, even if I have a small effect thats still an improvement. becuase there is light at then end of your tunnel.

from experiences in the past, it wont work. it hasn't, why would it now?