nuhuh (check stream rules pal)

Remember son, dying is gay

umdrtale

im a homosexual in that case

Well guess what buddy, you are NOT killing yourself because I am here for you.

look

i gave up all my hope a long time ago. i know its not getting better.

might as well get it over with

I do not care, you are not killing yourself.
If you at rock bottom then you gotta make it work while you live in yo apartments walk in closet and learn the fun fact that the end of a shoelace is called an aglet.
Totally not a Zack and Cody suite life reference.
But still DO NOT DIE

why should i keep going?

People are here for you.

im leeching their resources. im a waste.

W

loneliness is a way to get closer to God. I love isolation

where the hell is god then i ain been loved for years

he’s waiting. he won’t come unless you ask him to, he gave us free will for a reason

eh

what

Real, he got some explaining to do

and you’ve got some slack to catch up on

Qhat

are u stupid? God owes us nothing

I hate it

yeah same

its like

something i know i can never fill

real 😔

you see everyone around you happy

they're interacting with each other

but not you bc you're weird asf to them

and also bc you're an ass

who am i kidding, i had it coming.

so f**king real

hell, does it even matter in the first place?

they wont see if im gone.

im one less paper they need to account for.

a little more space in the hallway.

an extra seat on the bus.

more room with me gone

more resources.

more money.

less worry.

no loss.

real

Things will get better dammit two years ago i was in a mental hospital seeing shit in the dark and I got the urge to cut myself wide open with every somewhat sharp thing I saw and now I'm glad to be alive

don't know how you do it.

i've been like this for 3-4 years, admittedly it only got REAL bad a year and a half ago.

i know i cant get help.

they'll lock me up and the mental hospitals here suck pure ass.

i'm gonna be gone before you know it.

keep it up then!

Are you considering…
...Killing yourself?

yes.

Don’t do it.
It’s not worth it.

You have a family who deep down loves you, you have friends that’ll miss you. Wait until your life gets better.

my family can get over themselves, im less bills for them to pay. they get money if i die too. it benefits them in the long run.

and what friends?

Your childhood friends, the ones you made at elementary school.

Your family, believe it or not, would’ve did an abortion if they didn’t want you. They obviously do want you, they just preparing you for the real world, because you’re about that age.

thats, like, one guy. they forgot about me, they transferred years ago.

they might have wanted me then, but not now. im an asshole, and a waste of money and time.

And they still do. Deep in their heart, they still care about you. Don’t judge a book by its cover.

Just try to resist suicide for just a bit longer, see if your life turns around. Go out and socialize. Take a walk. Get off this prison. Do anything, but suicide.

they dont remember me, they're having a good life now.

its not gonna turn around. its been years. most of my neighborhood hates me so i cant properly go out without being worried about getting jumped.

Don’t listen to the haters, be your own person. Everybody has different opinions. Don’t let their grey cloud build up yours. If you can legally drive, go outside of your neighborhood and meet new people. Look, I don’t hate you at all, you’re a pretty chill guy. Just please do not end your life now when you don’t even know what your future holds.

choose one

building the only one i got

wha

Suicide is bad don’t do that shit

idc anymore man

We like you tho
Get better

I hate it