one of the reasons- entirely unrelated from the rest - is that i beat my game and there is nothing to do anymore

Same.

For what everyone knows, I'm great :D
But in actuality, I'm suffering. I'm very close to suicide. I'm going to die alone, I only stick around for my parents who would never recover from the guilt if I did commit.

I love the album 21 pilots, It's so depressing, it helps me know I don't have it the worst.

21 pilots just reminds me of when I was really little

i mean the first album they made, also called twenty-one pilots.

huh

there is an album that twenty-one pilots made, called twenty-one pilots. the songs in that album are depressing

Interesting

Oof, that sounds awful. Tbh I just stick around out of inertia and being too much of a coward to actually do it ^^

:(

Nah, dw. U sound like ur suffering more actively, I've just accepted that I'm waiting to be able to live, and even if I'm never actually able to live, I can be someone's toy ^^

You are NOT going to be someone's toy understand. You are an amazing person so you will seek way more then that, work for it, and receive it.

Nah, don't sweat it, I feel ok with that. I've tried to be my own person, but I'm not that good at it.

No

Complai, being pitied isn't bad if that's what it takes to get some support.

but it makes me feel dependant. people leave. and if I depend on that person when they leave I end in a worse spot than I started.

Support networks are called that bc they should be made of many people

what if i dispise one person in particualr but everyone else doesnt know and thinks otherwise? i know how they would think if i said that so i cant say that so i get nowhere.

Ugh I hate finishing games because of this

i *need* a new game now

Perfect Dark

how about: inscryption, then hollow knight?

Yeah I'll play that

it is really fun, i like making my squirrels immortal.

Squirrel With A Gun time

Nice, seen that is has some sick cutscenes

It does and I love the concept of giving a squirrel a 1911