I am absolutely appalled by what you just said about your own mother. My mom is a saint, and she would probably beat my a$$ if she ever heard that insult come out of my mouth towards her. Calling a woman that disgusting word that I don't have the guts to say is like calling a black person the N word, which also offends me as I happen to be part black myself. You should be deeply ashamed of yourself.
Also, I have PTSD from being a tr4ff1ck1ng victim at the age of nine, and p**n is one of my biggest triggers.