thats lowkey what i felt about science in general until i learned about astronomy which actually isn’t taught in school that much, school seems to be really good at making kids not like things
i don’t really know what else to suggest at this point though, just don’t lose hope in yourself, i’m sure you’ll find something eventually. maybe you could try become a youtuber/streamer or find something interesting pertaining to gaming that you could even turn into a career.