last time I actually had a “interaction” with him was a game called copter.io that we played all the time lol. I think that was the last time I saw his name when he was alive
losing a friend feels so horrible, especially when their parent texts you and sends a picture of their note, and you remember the very last conversation, even if it’s good or bad. they’ll never get to experienced a single emotion, interaction every again and you’ll never get to tell them goodbye, it doesn’t feel well to know that you potentially could’ve asked and they might be here. it feels unbearable to know that they were someone you loved almost more than yourself and they ended their life like they were no one at all