LIFE ISN'T FUN. NOT AT ALL. I KEEP HAVING TERRIBLE DAYS, NOT ENOUGH ENERGY, ALWAYS FEELING EMPTY, ALWAYS HUNGRY BUT HAVING NO MOTIVATION TO EAT, STRUGGLING WITH THE EYES OF PEERS, SO MUCH MORE, AND I'M F**KING TIRED. I HAVEN'T HAD A BREAK SINCE 14 YEARS AGO WHEN I DIDN'T EXIST. I'M DONE WITH THIS LIFE. I CAN'T CONTROL BASIC EMOTIONS ANYMORE AND THERE'S NO WAY TO COME OUT TO SOMEONE IRL ABOUT MY PROBLEMS, WHICH IS WHY I'M VENTING HERE. I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING. I JUST WANT TO GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT AND NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE.
I JUST WANT A SINGULAR DAY WHERE I CAN FEEL SAFE AGAIN. THIS HAS GONE ON FOR TOO LONG.
IGNORE THIS POST. IT HOLDS NO MEANING TO YOU. IMMA BE REAL.
