e; In 2021, my parents divorced. I was already pretty f**ked up, as I didn't really have any friends. On top of needing to ping-pong between houses and being a total social pariah, I felt like I didn't have a future.
And so, I went onto msmg. Old msmg. Lots of racism, lots of edgy jokes about self harm and shit. It shouldn't have helped me, in short. But it did. I didn't post about my depression. I didn't joke about how sad I was. I didn't vent. Because nobody gave a shit. Everybody was (and honestly still is) going through shit, and nobody wants to hear about anyone else's.