we live in a country where its still uncommon to have lgbtq+ teenagers in areas like ours and since there's already a lot of teenagers with a boy/girlfriend at our age, you wanted to increase your chances to be in a couple asap.
thats not what i thnk. I know you, you want to share your heart with someone else, watching sunsets together and feel the beat of your heart synchronize with your soulmate when you love him/her and the he/she loves you deep enough