14, and bi?
I hate to say it, and I hope you won't get mad, but it's kind of dumb to say your sexuality at such a young age, because at this point, your hormones may be changing, and maybe in a matter of months or a year, your preferences may change. I hope this doesn't make you mad, i'm just presenting the facts.
Great job on telling people online that you're a furry! I've met many people who are too afraid to say they're furries because of their terrible friends, and it's nice to see some brave ones.
You got bullied in MSMG? That's hilarious, considering those idiotic teens have nothing else to do with their lives, which is why I left.
Don't overwork yourself on art, and don't feel ashamed of what you like. Be proud of who you are.
As for feeling those nightly crazes of what I assume is existential dread of death or something like you don't matter because you won't matter in the grand scheme of things, here's what I tell myself each time: What I do matters to me, and that's all I should care about, because if I can't change the world, at least I can change my own, and i'll keep going for as long as I can, no matter what. If you're 14, and you feel useless, don't worry, you're still young, and your parents take care of you, hopefully, so enjoy staring at the sky and thinking about the good things in life, not having to worry about adult problems, because you are still legally a minor.
I hope this catches your attention.
