Because it is not the years that we are given that matters, it is how you savor them. Some people live to be 20, but still savor their life. Don’t just give up because you’re thinking cosmic, think about you. After all, that is what your life is about. Not what happens around you, not what you do, just you. And happiness and love is incredible, don’t just give up on it cause you’ve had a pretty bad day or so. Just remember, you always matter. No matter if you think so or not, you do. There are always people who love and care about you, even if you don’t know it. Try to savor the years as they pass, and try to be strong when it’s been a bad day. I have them too and think like you, but then I remember that people do care. Hell, I’ve written a long ass reply for you. That means I care, even if you wouldn’t think so.