TW: Self harm and attempted suicide, mental illness.
Last night I had a panic attack. I was hearing things that weren’t there and thought I was going crazy. Idk why, but the first thing I thought of doing was going onto imgflip. My hands were shaking the entire time. I submitted an image about it to MSMG, idk why I didn’t go here. I was calming down a little bit by talking to Radium but I eventually snapped, started freaking out, and went upstairs to grab a knife. I ended up cutting my arm, crying out loud, waking up my mother, getting rushed to the hospital. That’s where I am now.
My parents are discussing the possibility of sending me to a psych ward, so if I disappear for a few days to a few weeks, that’s why.
I’m okay now. My arm is pretty scared up but I’m calmed down and doing better. I’m still in the hospital atm. I will try to keep you all updated on my status.
I’m sorry for scarring anyone and freaking out. I’ll try not to let something like this happen again.