Today went by very fast. Too fast.

too slow for me..

Rest in peace weekend 🥺

real

you get stressed when not posting? its my whole lifestyle

yeah...
When I don't put something out into the world, I get very very stressed for some reason

i prefer commenting (by alot) and then there is vocal convos but i doubt that anyone here will ever hear my voice.

yeah
I cooment a lot too, so it's undrstandable
god I'm tired

1500 more comments than me.

13,000 more comments than you.

you.. your on almost 24x more than me. also you didnt have an extincive period of time (few years) where you werent online.

I took a 4 month break, 3 1 month breaks, 2 2+ week breaks, and more.

so, yea I did, I’m just chronically online and I cannot stop myself.

*crys inside knowing that there is someone across the world who has more comments than me on a random website in the middle of an ocean of attentions*

:(

also, your account is like 2 and 2/3 years old, fym “few years”

my old freinds got me on this site back in 2021 i think

…I stand corrected.

no nm 2022. thats weird. i though it was 2021. hold up. let me think... how was it not 2021?

dawg im a year and three quarters younger than you and bettter off :skull:

younger?

how old d you think i am?

sorry my ACC is younger

bount to say... cus your like 2 years older than me.

lol sorry

wordage is important

clearly...

why must the "realise how much my freinds "dont" care for me and how i will always be alone" thought come in now?

*exists*

i really want my ex to give me a detailed apologee. but that is out of the picture because they cant remeber and i have yet again got angery at the telling them "get back to me when you can take things seriously"

aw :[

*hits the four frowns*
thats smart tho. showing people that you are still payng attention.

:p

i saw this gif that i would totaly use (uzi thinking with a caption of "me calculating how long it would take for my crush to realise that i like them") unfortunatly there isnt anyone to send it to just by itself.

aw damn

the one who has a crush on me is botteling up their emotions. i want them to rant to me. but they wont. *sends gif of cyn in that one scene saying "let me in"(current adiction: sending murder drones gifs)*

maybe you could find a way for them to be comfortable enough to rant to you?

not really. it seemed like part of it was abount me. makes me think...

?

they may be sad how i have a negative attitude to everyone now. or how i declined them on dating. i dont know.

🤷‍♂️:( 🫂

ooh. cant see emojis. sorry. (ereader go brrrr)

damn.

anyways enough abount my current trauma. how are you right now?

1. eepy
2. anxiety
3. absolute pain
4. insomniac

5. ✨depression✨

i dont know if i should love or hate being in a timezone that catches people up late.

4 am.

where i am its 9

raaaaahh

yeah... you seem out of your mind

always have been :3

i mean, i never had a real time chat with you before (i think)

eeeeeeee 💥

guess you have now, ig, :p

supose so... maybe if im up early on a weekend i can actualy talk to more people..

mabye

or on one of my study leave days i have coming up. i think i have like one exam on and it is on at the begining of the exam days.

go for it ig

i could do that whilst adding to my 800 hours on tmodloader

I don’t know what I’m typing. I’m literally half awake at this point.

800 hours is crazy

most of it was just leaving my pc on. but i still have an extensice amount of time on it (prob 400ish hours)

sheesh

i like calamity mod alright?

lmao okay

the amalgamated comment thread. welp im going to go look at https://xkcd.com now. talk to you later (get some sleep)

no promises

hint: lay down with no devices on dothat for awhile and then you get to experience something you havent before: sleep

I do that but I get no sleep still ol

you arnt doing it long enough. it would take me from now to 11(my time) to get some sleep sometimes.

you know what I call that?
ROOKIE NUMBERS

*blankly stares at a small rectangle screen in a dark room*
i have caffine in the other room if you want to test that... goodnight.

🦅

when im talking abount freinds i have (had) 3ish close ones at mycurrent school. i have tones of aquantinces

oh :(

one has a pseudo crush on me. the other one is my ex. i do not like my ex.

:{

the last one is my ex's crush. you can tell how that is going.

not very good?

horrific. i assure you the group will split up if not in the comming weeks at the end of the year. ill be fine tho...

:c
🫂🫂🫂🫂

what? You are not alone!
you have me and everyone else here :3

*looks around my room*
oh thank goodness... im alone...
your more of an aqantice to me

but I'm also in your walls so there's that.

D:
what one? and what song is on?

IDK what song! I'm in your kitchen walls eating your cookies!

... how the fcuk did you know....