hhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrgggghhhhh why god

Girl bye what old ways

the f**king cravings
the constant thinking about how good i felt

Doing what? Drugs? And alcohol? I mean u shouldn’t have been doing it so
And if it’s that bad then switch out of the class and tell them that it might trigger u

its required im gonna have to face it one year or another
i'd rather get it over with
and at the same time im too damn scared to tell them that because i dont want the people there to see me as someone with mental health issues
i know everyone has their own battles but i just
i dont f**king know anymore
nothing makes sense
i cant even switch my classes until probably 2 weeks

Get a grip what u see in drugs and alcohol that shit smells terrible and drugs can kill u

i love the way alcohol makes me feel
i just want to try some drugs
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me
nobody in my family has this problem
theres no reason i should feel this way
i have no past trauma other than the passing of my dad
even then, that shouldn't even be a factor, ive gotten over it

Maybe u just need Jesus

i just cant believe
no matter how hard i try
it wont work
when it comes to religion my heart's stone

Why

ive had it forced on me in the past
and it just never made sense
one entity cant have power over the entire universe
its too much no matter how powerful you say you are

Oh then maybe u should go to a therapist and get yourself some help cause you really need it, even though your very upset and sad right now I’ll pray for you

You better not

do you you needa talk?

i dont know man
i just wish my mom was still around, she was the only person i could trust with telling her anything

well if you ever needa vent or talk about somethin i gotchu alr?

thank you

ofc