That would be a sucky way to die. Go out, live your life, make it a life that your grandkids will love to hear about. Live your life so that when you die, you can look back and think about how you lived life to the fullest. And pass peacefully of old age. Dying young means you never get to realize your full potential. Everyone has a talent for something, even if they don’t know what. Your life has just begun, and it’ll be amazing, despite the rough patch you’re going through right now. Always remember that.