Are you ever having a nice day and then realize that in less then a week you have to go back to your abusive and controlling parents’ place and hear about how much they hate your personality and think you should be the best because you’re the oldest child and know that your outside communication will be limited and you won’t be able to contact anyone and you’ll have to deal with it all alone and listen to how much of a disappointment you are and feel like a piece of shit and lose what little self esteem you have?