There is a simple solution to that which I have already told you: I recommend you to do a longer break, maybe even get off of Imgflip entirely. I don’t even mean it as a hate comment, but rather as an attempt to help you: You have become too dependent from this site. Try to free yourself, give yourself away to the real world. While you might not be in a very good household, you can always find something else that makes you happy, maybe other people you build a good relationship with.