but remember: if this ends up not being true, i'm not a liar. i'm an addict.

Please don't

i really truly honestly don't see the point in staying here
especially when school starts

do you realize how many people emotionally depend on you
I depend on you as much as you depend on me

well i guess that's gonna have to change huh

I depend on you
I'm going to be such a WRECK without you

i'm gonna be a wreck without you too, but we're gonna lose each other either way

NO WE'RE NOT
I DON'T CARE IF WE CAN'T SEE EACH OTHER AS MUCH
THAT'S A STUPID REASON TO THROW EVERYTHING AWAY
REAL BEST FRIENDS NEVER FORGET EACH OTHER
THEY STAY FRIENDS NO MATTER WHAT

we can't stay friends if we're unable to interact

YES. WE. CAN.
YOU'RE MAKING IT SOUND LIKE I'M SAYING GOODBYE TIL NEXT JUNE.
THAT'S A BLATANTLY INCORRECT STATEMENT.

oh boy!! one hour of talking time every day!!! i'm so excited!

IT GIVES ME SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO
BESIDES
WE'LL HAVE EACH OTHER ALL DAY ON THE WEEKENDS

i'd rather die and burn in the bottom circle of hell than live this way

I'd rather do that than lose you

well maybe you should have been more careful that night

I KNOW.
I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH FOR WHAT I'VE DONE.

my life is beyond fixing until i manage to forget about this site and everyone on it

a world without you is empty
a LIFE without you is empty
that's why i'm going to try to forget about this site
the site that brought me so much pain and agony and suffering and hatred
i'm going to try to forget i was ever a part of this place

so you're just gonna leave me behind then

there's no point if we'll barely see each other anyway

I'll be hopeless
helpless
lifeless
I won't even have a reason to get up in the morning.
You give me that reason to keep going forward.
my life is NOTHING without you.
I just get bullied and walked over and worked to death. for what?
to see you.
I don't even have that anymore.

yeah

that's all you have to say?
after almost a year together
after I've poured my heart out to you
and you've poured yours out to me
that's all?

i don't know what else to say
what do you WANT me to say?
"oh it's fine it's totally fine!!! i'll just get jacked up on antidepressants all day until i feel even less than the utter nothing that's currently in my heart"

I just can't believe you're just gonna toss it all in the trash

it's already in the trash, i'm just taking it to the dump

I don't want to say goodbye

me neither

I'm so sorry for everything I've ever done to you
I'm sorry for all the times I hurt you or made you mad
I'm sorry

i'm sorry for all the times i overreacted to things you did
i'm sorry for all the times i said i hated you

I'm sorry I messed everything up

i'm not angry at you
i mean i'm angry as everloving f**k
but not at you

I know you're not
But this is still my fault

Come back soon pls
Idk what ur going through but you’ll heal mentally if you focus on irl stuff for a couple months

i'll probably only heal when i forget about this place entirely

Listen
I don’t want you to leave
Your a real one
But
Do what’s best for your mental health
and if you recover, consider at least popping by 🙏

bye bro you were a real one 😢

just take time irl to improve your mental health
sometimes it feels nice to just take a break from the site

Fr

goodbye then.

i'd be all emotional rn, but i can't do or say anything to change the outcome.

i can't even do or say anything to change myself.