MAN, I WONDER WHY I ALWAYS START HAVING A CRUSH ON MY BEST FRIEND.. MAYBE BECAUSE THEY MAKE ME FEEL WANTED, AND REMINDS ME HOW I'M ALIVE AND A HUMAN EXISTENCE; AND NOT MAKE FUN OF MY INTERESTS AND ACTUALLY LISTEN AND ASK QUESTIONS ABOUT MY FIXATIONS WHILE THEY ALSO RANT TO ME; BUT THEY ARE LIKE THAT WITH EVERYONE, EVEN PEOPLE THAT I HATE OR INDIRECTLY HURT ME.