so basically, when im with my thoughts and think abt my closest friends, for some reason i keep thinking of the worst possible outcome/scenario to happen to them, and the outcomes of them scare me (basically scaring myself), to the point where im literally praying for them to be safe on my f**kin knees hoping they'll be okay even though i really have no reason to worry in the first place :/
i did it twice tonight lol😔