I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE HOW OFTEN MY MOTHER SAID THOSE VILE, VICIOUS THINGS THAT NO CHILD SHOULD EVER HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO; THING IS. I CAN'T REMEMBER HOW OFTEN SHE SAID THOSE THINGS ANYMORE. I JUST KNOW I'VE HEARD IN MY HEAD FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. EVEN THE STEPFATHERS BEATINGS WERE A CAKEWALK COMPARED TO HER RAVINGS & ADMITTED HATRED OF ME. WHY THE F**K THE DOCTORS SAVED ME AT BIRTH PISSES ME OFF! SHE DIDN'T WANT ME! WHY THE F**K WOULD I WANT TO BE HERE IF NOBODY WANTED ME!
