she was my world idek what to do now. like f**k bro. my grandpa died a week and 2 months ago and she knew i was in a rough spot. she waited a week before tellling me she didnt wanna be together. That means for a whole week i was saying how much i love her and need her and miss her and she was js watching me waste my life away. she gave me the best almost 4 months of my life. idk how the rest is gon be. maybe there wont be a rest of my life. shit. she aint even know how much i love her, how bad she hurt me.