Also, I'll never transition coz I live in Azerbaijan and people there are homophobic on another level. It's one of the reasons why I hate pride month. Instead of campaigning for the freedom of mistreated homosexuals, especially for those that live in countries that hate them, or even worse, punish homosexuals by law. Instead, all people do there is post their stupid rainbow flags and romanticize homosexuality. But yeah, being closeted for so long sucks.