let us not be financially responsible and waste all of our money in this hellbent game, only full of solitude… yet there’s hope. i must reach the satisfaction. if only i could get a boatload of luck, i may be able to get the correct letters of the english lexicon in the correct order and win a bountiful amount of money. yet, it seems as if there isn’t an end. constant suffering, thinking i’m close, when i’m still at the bottoms of this 9th layer of hell. i may never win. but i may reach the greatest pleasure of them all. should i go forth and waste my money on a false hope? or should i quit while my chances are still low? I shall never reach consensus, and yet I still trek forth. God, help me. Why can’t I choose the right decision? Why am I such an ignorant fool? I know I’ll never win, and yet I continue. Maybe the true aw dang it was the friends we made along the way.
