I suppose all I can really say, as pitiful as it is, is o7
I never knew ya well enough to be able to say something more, mostly due to my antisocial lifestyle, but I remember seeing your announcements all through the time I spent in the stream. Sometimes there were longer distances between them, but I remember how the stream trusts you enough to support you in struggles and issues. I wish I could have stood with them, but my oblivious self always kept scrolling. And yeah, I get it, dying interests really do cause a person to forget stuff, I should know. Sometimes a loss of interest in something just makes a mind go numb. And yeah, I (unfortunately) know about the dark side of certain fandoms. I really don't understand why the hell they even make that sort of shit and decide to POST it. Horny people are very concerning. I suppose in terms of negative parts of the fandom, there's always also been the extremists who can't let a game exist, and that much toxicity is generally just bad for other members to stumble upon, be it teaching them to shrink away from a toxic society or to take arms in their crusade against any game with a similar function (You know what I mean.) and honestly, nobody should have to deal with that stuff. I understand your desire to leave.
I know, this was a lot more than just a simple o7, but I can never just end something like that. So, again I salute you, p_, who was once a great og
(if I remember right about the og part, that is). o7