Yea when i was 13 I joined this weird obscure internet forum/meme group called "mildly small memer group" idk if you would have ever heard of it
So yeah anyways I devoted the next nearly 2 years to that place and became depressed cuz the internet is n o place for a 13 yr old autistic kid with zero people skills, but despite that I became an admin of the group, actually referred to as an "owner" on that specific website. Weird stuff, I know.