Dawn?

I used to tickle my pickle to angry birds. When I was about 13 I LOVED angry birds, I had every game and bought every toy they had. One day I was playing angry birds when all of a sudden the big red bird turned me on. I couldn’t stand it, I was going crazy. I decided to pull out my snake and start strangling it. I never had felt so good, I soon continued to do this daily and never got bored of it! I am glad to admit I still do this to this very day.

Title might be a bit misleading. I am 100% straight and love women emotionally and sexually but whenever someone proposes or approaches me I start gaslighting myself into not liking that person and reject them( Ik this sound arrogant but sorry).I have never been afraid of relationships or commitment and would love to be in one. However I start this gaslighting process at every minor detail I dont like (eg-if she is younger). What is wrong with me any idea?

The FitnessGram™ Pacer Test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues.
The 20 meter pacer test will begin in 30 seconds. Line up at the start.
The running speed starts slowly, but gets faster each minute after you hear this signal.
A single lap should be completed each time you hear this sound.
Remember to run in a straight line, and run as long as possible.
The second time you fail to complete a lap before the sound, your test is over.
The test will begin on the word start.
On your mark, get ready, start.

My name is Yoshikage Kira. I'm 33 years old and live in the southeast part of Morio-Cho, where all the villas are. I am employed by Kame-Yu Department Stores. And I am not married. I do not smoke, but I occasionally drink. Every day after work, I come home at 8PM the latest, no matter what. After 20 minutes of stretching, and a glass of warm milk, I go to sleep, and in the morning, I wake up not feeling any fatigue or stress, like a baby. I was told there were no issues at my last checkup. I yearn for a life of cat-lie tranquility, so I tend not to worry about things like problems or enemies that will keep me up at night. However, if I were to fight... I would not lose...