No. Just no.

i hate pvp, its just really unfair in java

You have to have crazy hrs on the game to be good at java pvp especially in newer versions

dude i cant even click left until i find myself dead, how do you want me to improve? its exactly like fortnite, you land, loot if you even could, and you're dead cuz there are stupid smurfs and people that are much better than you in the same server, same with minecraft java pvp, no fair

Yeah the other ppl click 50cps while I can get 10cps max