Too much red, not a joke.

How come this is answered exactly how I would?

I don't know, perhaps your life is a total wreck as well?

It abousltly is a wreck

Cool!
You wanna know a way to temporarily make all other problems on your life seem small, all the while making it seem like your existence is not as F̶̢̧̡̡̜̼͕̟̗̭̭̯̣̭̻̬̈́U̷̢̦̝̗̩̲͖̺̞̜̰̝̞͉͓̰̪̻͆͊̎͛̓̄̎̅̉́̒̉̕͠ͅT̴̨̧͇̟̊̌̓I̴̢̮̭̹͔̠̦̫͓͓͔̰̖̝͈̽͆̍̅̒̑̈́L̸̩̝̣̬͔̺̜̙͈̭͌́̇̀̑ͅͅE̴̛̤͕̫̼̖͖͍̠͍̬̩̥̠̺͔͎͊̈́̂̽̄̕̚͝ͅ as it is?

Yes?

I suggest investing time in chasing goals you are unsure whether you'll ever reach them! I currently have a slight obsession with vTubing and have sketched SO much.