I've learned long ago I don't need people who care about me. And if they do, good for them but I won't care. I need to take care of myself. Go on, throw all that hatred towards me. It won't hurt.
for once it isn't the communism. instead, it was me who learned. i chose to not need other people. sure, there are many things that i struggle with, but i need to tell myself that i can do it, when i really can't