i know it's actually not but good god it hurts

you see i dont get that luxury, the wall simply breaks

i bite my hands (and punch/stab them) when i'm pissed and i think they're becoming desensitized to pain

i read that as "when i'm pissing" and i was like "i shudder to think what you do when you shit"

grab a knife and take a bite of myself /j

I made a hole in the wall and I have to put my poster down to hide it :3

But it won’t hurt if you condition your knuckles to make them not hurt by killing the nerves there

that sounds really unhealthy

It’s not. :3

It actually makes ur bones in ur knuckles stronger and it doesn’t harm you besides the pain at the start of it

:(

WAIT WHAT
YOU REALLY CAN BREAK YOUR HAND DOING THAT

well it's a good thing i didn't break my hand doing that then

Okay good
never do that again

alright i won't
next time i'll make sure to go for the vitals

dude find something you can beat up without harming yourself or getting in trouble
like a plush or pillow or something

i was just joking
i'll stick to just bottling it up next time, much less painful and tiring

bottling it up causes more stress, not recommended.

then what should i do

find a healthier coping mechanism.
find something that calms you down.
maybe even find someone to talk to.

tbh tiring yourself out may not be a bad option when you feel violent

You should probably see a doctor

my brother in christ it's 10:34 PM and it's prophesied to thunderstorm like hell all night

Does it hurt to move it

no it just kinda hurts in general

Feel your hand and see if pressing anything stings a lot

it feels mostly better now it just hurt earlier

Alright

if i punched the wall rn my boyfriend would be angy

because it's his wall

then it'd be wise to not do that