So I leave this message as a lesson from previous events. As someone who was previously suicidal I know how it feels. A feeling of hopelessness. That it will never get better. Never assume that it will never get better. TELL SOMEONE! If you are currently having suicidal thoughts. TELL SOMEONE! IT WILL GET BETTER I SWEAR! If I do end up leaving my account behind. I just realized that this stream might become chaotic.
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